Prayer - To Become a Bride - According to Age

To merit a groom who is a Talmid Chacham (Torah scholar) with humility and lowliness, and to merit holy and radiant children.
Master of the Universe, the Omnipotent One, from whom no purpose can be withheld, please, Elokim (86) Chai (Living - 18) = 104, grant me the merit of a groom who will be a true Gaon (Genius - 60), "of those who are insulted but do not insult." And may he merit to fulfill the verse, "Dom (Wait silently - 44) = 104 for Hashem and long for Him." And may he know the entire Shitah Mekubetzet, Shas (Talmud), Yad Ramah, Ri Migash, Chelkat Mechokek, Shem MiShmuel, Shach, Taz, Sma, and Magen Avraham. And may he merit, Hashem is One (1), to be "of those who are insulted but do not insult, who hear their disgrace and do not reply, who act out of love and rejoice in suffering." And through this, may the verse be fulfilled in him, "Gad (7) a troop (Gedud - 17) shall troop upon him (Yegudenu - 79) = 104, but he shall troop upon their heel." And may all his enemies bow and fall before him, as it is said, "They (Hema - 50) bowed (Kare'u - 296) and fell (VeNafalu - 142) = 488, but we rose and stood upright."
Please, the Unique (HaMeyuchad - 73) God (HaKel - 31) = 104. Just as You granted Yael the merit to crush and pierce the temple of Sisera, so too, grant me the merit to reach the spiritual level of Yael the wife (Eshet - 701) of Heber (Chever - 210) the Kenite (HaKeini - 175) = 1086, who was comprised of the souls of Sarah (505), Rivkah (307), Rachel (238), and Leah (36) = 1086. As it is said, "Blessed shall she be above women in the tent." Please Hashem, "You (Atah - 406) are Hashem (26) alone (Levadecha - 56)" = 488. Please perform miracles and wonders for me, just as You did for Yael the wife (Eshet - 701) of Heber (Chever - 210) the Kenite (HaKeini - 175) = 1086. And may I merit a groom who will meditate all day only on Gemara (246), Shas (360), and Talmud (480) = 1086, Rambam, Tur, Shulchan Aruch, Ketzot HaChoshen, Netivot HaMishpat, Tokpo Kohen, Meiri, Rashba, Ramban, and Ritva. And may my groom and I merit to be a camp of the Shechinah (Divine Presence), like the two (HaShnei - 365) Cherubim (HaKeruvim - 283) = 648. And may my groom and I merit to be comprised of the two awesome souls of Nachman (148) and Natan (500) = 648, which are the aspect of the two (HaShnei - 365) Cherubim (HaKeruvim - 283) = 648. And may we merit children and grandchildren, great-grandsons and great-granddaughters, and all our descendants until the end of all generations, that they will shine, Hashem is One, like the stars, and they will always be "full (Mele'im - 121) of brilliance (Ziv - 23) and radiating (U'Mefikim - 286) brightness (Nogah - 58)" = 488.